Well, had a 3/4 month appt with my surgeon today. I officially weigh 222lbs. That is 70 lbs in 4 months. Coarse the YMCA scale said 219lbs...I like that better...LOL. I see my GP on Friday and her scale is ALWAYS much nicer then the surgeon or my home scale...so we will see. I had a meeting with a personal trainer at the Y yesterday... that was fun. I did 45 min of weight training and 15 cardio. I am supposed to get my butt in there Mon, Wed, and Friday and fill in my work out card. Then in 4-6 month reschedule with her to revamp the work out. I am a bit sore today...but I feel good. Oh and I am wearing a size 18/20 pants{and a few size 16 "magic" pants(magic cause I can actually get them on...lol).}

Ah, a peaceful Sunday evening at home ALONE! Belated Happy 4TH to everyone. I worked most of the weekend. Went to a cookout yesterday evening...hubby and the rugrats are all there again tonight. I opted for some quiet time. I think I have finally lost another 3 lbs. It's been so long since the scale has moved. I am hoping that after "AF" leaves another few lbs will go with her. It seems I only lose weight right at and after my period...then I stall forever. not sure what is up with that, but I don't like it much. I have an appt with the surgeon on the 14th...so crossing my fingers that I get out of the 220's before/by then!

It's a beautiful day. I am stuck home cause...duh...I forgot to get my car inspected in June...now they can't get me in till Wednesday so I am stuck. Oh well, I got the lawn mowed and went swimming for awhile. Now I am showered and sitting around in a towel cause I am too lazy to get dressed...hehehe. I am really hoping that I will lose a few more lbs next week, after this whole PMS crap goes away...it's been almost 3 weeks and I have lost NOTHING! I'm getting scared I am going to stay here forever. My hair is really starting to come out...and I hate that. I am terrified at this rate I will be bald by the end of summer. It wouldn't be so bad if it would wait till I was skinny...skinny and bald wouldn't be so bad, but fat AND bald is unacceptable!