"baby fever"

Well I am almost at my 6 mount surgiversary. I have lost 80lbs since the very beginning and and 65 from the day of surgery. I am wearing a size 18 pants and 1x/2x shirt. I feel good...everyone says I look good. I am about 13 lbs from Onederland....so maybe by my 7 month .
A friend of mine gave birth to a beautiful baby girl Tuesday morning. I will admit I am so envious...holding her, smelling her, watching her nurse....makes me want another. NO..I will never have another...but I can't help a little "baby fever". Boys will be going back to school soon. Anna will be here for good on Sunday. My baby will be doing his first TKD tournament Saturday. My kids are at the point they are more independent...more settled. I am proud of all of them.Yet there is still that part of me......

But this too shall pass!

Wow..It's August already! Where is the summer going?In 23 day my kids go back to school. It is official that my Step-Daughter is moving in with us, and I am very excited! My life lately has pretty much been kids, work, Hubby, kids, critters, work.... I really need to get my butt back to the Gym. I have had no time lately and I feel like a slug. I don't know what I'm going to do when the kids go back to school. I am going to be working days and will have to juggle gym time into an evening routine. I am hoping I will work till around 2:30- 3pm then I can get an hour in before heading home to start dinner, but I have to see how the hours pan out.
As for my weight...well, not much change there...a pound or two...I think. I am not as scale obsessed these days...probably because the damn thing never moves!